Indifference

Sometimes the best emotion is nothing at all. Apathy and indifference have become a big part of my life again and its not neccessarily bad anymore. Sometimes you gotta realize that you just can't save everyone and to be blunt not all people are worth saving even. Don't get me wrong I would give the shirt off my back to someone that NEEDED it but, to hear about more of my old friends getting caught up in speed and booze back home just kind of makes me sick. That place is fucking purgatory there is nothing more than a vast whiteness with no beginning and no end. Until you escape it you most likely are going to die there with some form of a substance abuse habit. Shit even if you leave and the evil power that radiates from that place pulls you back and least you can die a proud junkie knowing that at least you tried to fight your way out of it. Sometimes eminem just sums it up best
To all the weed that I've smoked,
Yo this blunt's for you.
To all the people I've offended,
Yeah fuck you too.
To all the friends I use to have,
I miss my past
But the rest of you assholes can kiss my ass.
For all the drugs that I've done,
Yo I'm still gonna do.
To all the people I've offended,
Ya fuck you too.
Every time I reminisce,
Yo I miss my past.
But I still don't give a fuck,
Y'all can kiss my ass!